Here I sit in my lovely apartment...wondering what the Lord holds for me next. Or rather, what am I going to be doing for the Lord next. I realize I haven't blogged in quite a while...and I'm sad about this. So here we go. Senior year has been interesting this year. I realize this term is pretty vague, and that's because this year has been just that: vague. It's been a cloud of mystery and a time of looking back on a week and wondering where did all the time go? It's been hanging out with friends, and no offenses guys, wondering....wow do I EVER hang out with anyone else? Sometimes I feel like I've reverted back to middle school, whispering in the cafeteria hoping no one else will see for the person I really am. It's been a semester of struggling with art and creativity and wondering if I really have a gift or have I been faking it this whole time. But I think ultimately it's been a time of messing up but then God just swoops in and picks me right back up.
Over the past few years, the Lord has taught me alot about Himself and relationships and myself and all kinds of broad subjects like that. But this year he's been teaching me in the everyday grind, whispering in my ear at random moments of the day, hey Jenny how bout you let me have that friendship, or even hey jenny how bout you let me help you study for that test, or Jenny, I love you! God is so good and He knows me perfectly.
I think that's all I have for now, but rest assured I'll be writing more very soon!
